Crave

I am constantly looking for something to binge on.
To feed the worm in my gut.
That voracious parasite starving for meaning, safety and time.

I am constantly looking for someone to apologize to.
To feed the worm in my gut.
That savage judge seeking the blood of its enemies.

I am constantly looking for fantasies that obliterate.
To feed the worm in my gut.
That unwitting perpetrator of an invisible crime.

I am constantly looking for a possibility, an alternative.
To feed that worm in my gut.
Let it gorge on holy light.